been thinking alot...seldom blog bout this kind of stuff..well just had to get it out of my mind so gotta just spit it out here. im just not sure what to do. Maybe i just shuldn't do anything and keep it just as it is.
aikss...sucks...hate this kind of feeling. It keeps bugging me.
Suddenlly really looking forward going back to NS. Gotta say NS really is morphine to your problems. Yea going back 2moro for the last 3weeks staying thr. Its gonna be my 3weeks escape from the outside world. Gonna think things through throughout this time. Hope I can figure it out what to do.
so...
goodbye world and hello NS!!

=)

and to jiaer wont be seeing you for a long long time so you btr dream of me in argentina ya!

-cw-

a day.

went out with ex-s5 classmates today. Was quite a big gathering with 15ppl considering our pass outing had much less. though half of them i had not went out with b4.
Well anxin changed. At least his hair did. Tell you its quite lala lo. As did voon and the rest. All also like never cut hair before. okayy mayb cos i have no hair.
Nothing much else changed actually. SS still same old same old and saw jiaer today. Looks like its gonna be the last time seeing you b4 you go to Argentina. Another craptalker buddy going off. Aiks...so Good Luck in life 2 you ya and see you in a year man.
During lunch 2day spend most of my time talking to my daughter. Was fun spending time with you ya. And how you know bout it i still dno...i wonder which is really better...i really wonder...

i want alot of question to be answered.

-cw-

Memories...

alright. im right here now thinking how you guys are doing. Yea I really miss you guys. Miss our outings miss our silly talks and our form 5 moments. Form 5 was really 1 of the best year of my life, getting to know you guys.
During my time in NS I really learnt to treasure you guys.

leong ANXIN! this is 1 guy that kept close contact with me. sounds gay man..
his a sucker man but still a great friend always sending crap msgs to me and calling me 2 talk crap. yea that was fun. And seems like every girl in college has join 'the anxin a.k.a. RAIN fans club'. hoho great success.

zhihuey♥daughter. Yea my tiny daughter. I really thought i was gonna lose contact with her in the last few weeks. Well things are getting better again. A very ganas and cute girl. Also in college now so all the best in it and dont 4get dis cute mummy here a!

KahYen♥DaiJie. My daib jie! hehe.Miss you alot lo. Everytime outing you cant make it. Miss ur daibness. Miss our daib talks in class and the sms we had b4 exam and also during my hard times you calm me down. so THANKS haha i really mean it. I know you busy nowadays working as teacher assistant worr. but promise you will come during our next gathering ya!

CCC*kai dai* my brother who teman me during exams. The time we spent together especially during exams i will never forget man. We played dota 4 almost de whole day man during SPM. Woohoo! SPM times and our last minute spot question was so accurate. Awesome man. Hope you do well man.

XianVoon. The lame joker man! miss his lame jokes. And he always ffk me most of the time! Well heard that he is a nerd in college d. Well how nerd can mickey mouse be? =.= and MJ the crap talker who is making big business out thr. Wonder how many girls he pikat d...

and also JiaEr my heng dai who going argentina soon. Always our event planner. Well hope will not lose contact with you man. 1year in argentina. thats a long time man.

and finally to all my scout brothers! I just wanna tell you NS is nothing compare to 9th PJ scout! We march a million times better than them..we oraganise stuff freaking way better than them and we goddamn more fun than them! Really miss scouting. Hope we can have a gathering someday and lets go live in the forest for 1 week! hoho

you guys were awesome!

the gathering 2moro..lets hope it goes well. =)

-cw-

NS break finally arrive man!

its been 6weeks man..6 tiresome weeks and im finally back! back 2 my home sweet home.
Yeah. No more getting up at 5am man.
No more hearing the jurulatih nagging.
No more listening 2 the surau singing.
AND no MALAYS 4 1week man!
wow...
ppl tell me NS would be awesome after the first week. But wth man they juz talk talk talk and TALK. God the trainers are long-winded like some old grandmother's ass. we dint even get 2 play with water yet and lets not get 2 the community service yet cos it sucks man.
okay. The food. What do they serve us? smelly egg...vege with worms...fish with hardrock skin with disgusting sauce. wtf man and they force us 2 eat it.
Seriously NS let me down man..

though thr are stuff that are worth saying.

• I lost 5kg. woohoo! wad a great success man!
• independent...abit la at least..
• found many new friends.
• Malay girls are not bad i tell you..seriousl
• but malays still ****!

But still ntg btr than home sweet home man. yea its the best.
After this I have 3weeks more 2 go. Still hoping that it will get better.
And finally I miss all of you. I miss the moments we spent 2gether. Our s5 moments man. They are priceless. No one can replace you all. I learnt that from NS.
Make sure there is a gathering 4 our gang this week no matter what man. Cant wait 2 see ur faces.
You guys are the best! I love you guys!

after... before...

-cheeweng-