Life is no Fairy Tail

Life is no fairytail. Yea, no matter how good i treat you, i guess i still would not be the one huh? the one that was always by your side no matter during your ups and down, whenever you had any problem. I guess its still not good enough huh. Maybe his just better in some other way.

Or is it just fate between both of you and no fate between us?

You dont always get what you want..thats life.

I dont know how long more i can wait? The longer i wait the more painful it will get in the end. Is it worth it? I really dont know.

Someone guide me please?

Guess i kinda always relate myself to those fairytail where im always the 3rd person who always try his best and ending up getting nothing and only becoming the best man. Sad huh?

Someone told me I should just let go. There are many more people in this world that will appreciate u more. but do you know how hard is it to let go?

guess i should be realistic shuldn't i?
no use wating for something that is already taken i guess

holidays

Holidays started. And I hate the quietness and loneliness being alone at home. I do miss my friends.
Just went pd during the weekends, though the trip was unplanned I kinda enjoyed it. Maybe I enjoyed the feeling of not knowing what is gonna happen next. 1 year ago at this very same time I was at fraser. Though there were ntg much to do at either place, I enjoyed it. I guess all you need is being together with the people dear to you =)
I told myself to get a job for this holiday, and yea im still jobless. Its not that easy finding a job huh?...

I guess I always have this post-trip dilemma. Being bored to death for the past 2 days already.
And it really got me thinking bout alot of stuffs.
Feelings are really complicated. They always come and go. Im really confused with it. What should I do? Someone guide me please?

I AM USING MY PHONE TO UPDATE.   VIRTUALLY, I DONT KNOW WHY IS IT THE WORDS ARE ALL IN BIG LETTERS.  FINE, CUT THE CRAP. I AM JUST BEING RANDOM. JUST IGNORE ME! THIS BLOG IS DEAD. CHECK THIS OUT.                I LUV MIEE TEDDY BEAR NARHX. HER IS MIEE LIFEZZ, CANT LIV NO HER ORHX. WUWUWUWUWUWU TT ~

Its hard liking someone.
Really hard.

i love you guys

i love you always,
and you will love me forever.
=)

Thx for the card guys.
Thx for the day.
And thx for everything.

The irreplaceble: our friendship
The incomparable: our love
The awesome-st: our retardness

3 greatest present that will forever be in my heart.

a stormy night. o.O

I'm sorry. It was my fault. It really was my fault. Don't blame anyone else. Don't blame ccc. All these could have been avoided if I had just thought more bout it. Sorry guys. I know all of you are really great friends.
Well I hope the fire will die down in a few days. Really wad a bad night. =(


But something really unexpected happen to cheer me up made my day today. First time someone posted me a present. Seriously first time! O.O
The card was really great and awesome. Thanks for the card DAIB YING! Really appreciate it. Im really touched.

Alright thats about it.
ciao.
-cw-