Smile =P

Life is no Fairy Tail

2011-01-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

Life is no fairytail. Yea, no matter how good i treat you, i guess i still would not be the one huh? the one that was always by your side no matter during your ups and down, whenever you had any problem. I guess its still not good enough huh. Maybe his just better in some other way.

Or is it just fate between both of you and no fate between us?

You dont always get what you want..thats life.

I dont know how long more i can wait? The longer i wait the more painful it will get in the end. Is it worth it? I really dont know.

Someone guide me please?

Guess i kinda always relate myself to those fairytail where im always the 3rd person who always try his best and ending up getting nothing and only becoming the best man. Sad huh?

Someone told me I should just let go. There are many more people in this world that will appreciate u more. but do you know how hard is it to let go?

2010-12-30T04:49:00.000-08:00

guess i should be realistic shuldn't i?
no use wating for something that is already taken i guess

holidays

2010-12-15T04:01:00.000-08:00

Holidays started. And I hate the quietness and loneliness being alone at home. I do miss my friends.
Just went pd during the weekends, though the trip was unplanned I kinda enjoyed it. Maybe I enjoyed the feeling of not knowing what is gonna happen next. 1 year ago at this very same time I was at fraser. Though there were ntg much to do at either place, I enjoyed it. I guess all you need is being together with the people dear to you =)
I told myself to get a job for this holiday, and yea im still jobless. Its not that easy finding a job huh?...

I guess I always have this post-trip dilemma. Being bored to death for the past 2 days already.
And it really got me thinking bout alot of stuffs.
Feelings are really complicated. They always come and go. Im really confused with it. What should I do? Someone guide me please?

2010-10-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

I AM USING MY PHONE TO UPDATE. VIRTUALLY, I DONT KNOW WHY IS IT THE WORDS ARE ALL IN BIG LETTERS. FINE, CUT THE CRAP. I AM JUST BEING RANDOM. JUST IGNORE ME! THIS BLOG IS DEAD. CHECK THIS OUT. I LUV MIEE TEDDY BEAR NARHX. HER IS MIEE LIFEZZ, CANT LIV NO HER ORHX. WUWUWUWUWUWU TT ~

2010-10-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

Its hard liking someone.
Really hard.

i love you guys

2010-09-25T23:16:00.000-07:00

i love you always,
and you will love me forever.
=)

Thx for the card guys.
Thx for the day.
And thx for everything.

The irreplaceble: our friendship
The incomparable: our love
The awesome-st: our retardness

3 greatest present that will forever be in my heart.

a stormy night. o.O

2010-09-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry. It was my fault. It really was my fault. Don't blame anyone else. Don't blame ccc. All these could have been avoided if I had just thought more bout it. Sorry guys. I know all of you are really great friends.
Well I hope the fire will die down in a few days. Really wad a bad night. =(

But something really unexpected happen to cheer me up made my day today. First time someone posted me a present. Seriously first time! O.O
The card was really great and awesome. Thanks for the card DAIB YING! Really appreciate it. Im really touched.

Alright thats about it.
ciao.
-cw-

2010-08-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

Its always easy too solve other people's problem,
but you tend too struggle solving your own problem.
Don't you agree?
=)

hello good morning. Have a nice day♥

2010-08-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

How much does you guys know about me?
Not really much I guess.
so should i feel like
=)
or
=(
hmm?

Guess recently i been liking crowds. The more the merrier right. I really like being with people. I cant bare being alone.
And i have been wanting to get to know everyone better. Know my friends better and understand them. Am I friendly? haha, i hope so =)

Trials oficially starts on Monday. And to tell you the truth im barely prepared. Could not the find the motivation to study like i once used too during spm. Maybe its because of the absence of my brother who used to teman me for the weeks before spm. Studying used much more fun.
And i really gotta thank Anxin lots. Spending the weekend with me teaching me. I really do appreciate it.

ok. what a shitty update.
-.-

nites,
-cw-

2010-08-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

Well, it's never too late to mend.

SO,

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awesome,

GOOD JOB

&&

WELL DONE.

(:(:(:

PS. Spend the time to study instead.

:D

SMILE (:

The long winding road.

2010-08-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

I gotta say i feel blissful for being in pm16. The people here are great. I never fail too have a great laugh every once in awhile. Really what a cheerful class to be in.

But life always has its up's and down's. Time really does show a person true colors. It never fails to amaze me how some people can really turned out to become. Since the 3months being in NS up till now, I realised not everyone is as good as they seems. I don't think its because we think that they change but its just them showing us who they truly are.
As time passes you will only realize who are the ones that mean something to you and worth playing a part in your life. Its really a lifelong experience.

Lately my daughter been telling me lots of meaningful stuff. That is so not like her. Guess people tend to mature right? haha. And btw thanks. I appreciate it. =)

2010-08-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

quotes from my daughter:

'we are still young, there are still many more chances waiting for us out there'

'sometimes letting go also means loving someone'

'time will cure the pain'

thanks for the advice.
thanks for being there when i needed someone.

2010-08-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

history repeat itself..no?
it just feels so similiar.

just got a new speaker♥
no more cacat music! wee~

2010-08-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

im sorry ok. =(
I promise i will make up for it.

Don't drive when you are in a bad mood.
I almost ram down a group of indians crossing the road today.

5S5...
We used to feel awesome together.
Guess as time passes ppl goes.
But what about those still around?
Its not like how it is anymore.
Conflicts and personal problems happens.
And we grow further and further apart each day.
All of us used to be so close...now even while having our little gathering...we all feel weird.
College is great no doubt.
But i miss S5.
The old awesome possum S5.
Not the current piece of shit.

2010-08-05T04:49:00.001-07:00

Guess what is not meant to be is not meant to be. Right?

Don't think too much.

Study. Thats all. I don't believe straight A's is not possible if i tried my best.

Lets just go with the flow. But its not as easy as it seems huh.

bad day@.@

2010-07-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

I never felt so guilty before man! Its not because of the accident but the fact that i ask you to fetch me back to my house that made me felt even worst.
Plus I did nothing to solve the problem. God. I really feel very bad now.
I seriously owe you now.
Screw you you son of a bitch of a motorcyclist!
See people signal then stop la. God give you eyes for what
Somemore that few scratches on ur handbrake cost us 50bucks? Screw you cheap asshole.
After that still got the cheek to talk cock.
Fyl man. Seriously FYL. goddamn it.

I wanted to stuff his mouth with some money. On 2nd thought i only had 3 bucks left in my wallet. =.=
Im really sorry yea. Promise i will make it up 2 you.

aikss

2010-07-26T05:24:00.000-07:00

I want you.
You don't want me.
How?
Too bad la.

Phone screwed.
Slippers screwed.
Bottle screwed.
A huge branch almost fell on my head trying to kill me.
How worst can it get?
You never know.
The night is still young.

and im freaking BROKE!

BYEBYE!

-cw-

a week in a nutshell

2010-07-24T20:26:00.000-07:00

Alright, where do i start?

Finally its been months since i last Frisbee, and yea it feels really good. Non-stop running for 4hours really thrills me wei. Promise im gonna commit myself more to frisbee from now on. =)

Well...this week wasn't really the best of weeks, had been continuously kena ffk since tue. Man, whats with this people. Screw them.
And why is it so freaking hard just to make a badminton date. Just finding 4ppl to play on a Sunday morning is a real pain in the ass. Plus this people cant even bother to pick up their damn phone and reply a freaking sms to confirm. So here I am blogging now instead of working the morning out. Seriously sucks.

Yea every time i hear people have family sat night out dinner or a huge bunch of relatives coming together i cant deny that i don't envy. Yea, how i wish i had those. I used to have them but guess greed causes the downfall to everything.
A happy family..everyone wants one you know, but not everyone gets it.

Finally found a kaki to teman me watch inception tonight. Wee~

tata~
-cw-

wee~

2010-07-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

Guess today isn't my car day.
I almost got run down by TPY today with half my body still in the car! And she just started driving off. Gosh. Very scary ok.
Not too say mine was any better. First time drove an auto car today with my aunt beside me. She was really shouting throughout the whole journey. Her shouts really almost gave me a heart attack! Is it really that bad? Ok, i admit i don't have the habit of turning on the indicator but thr whr really no cars ok! ok, sorry bad habit=.=
Well, practice makes perfect ya!

Alright. Managed to starve during lunch break today. Was really proud of myself. But still temptation got the better of me. I just could not stand the aroma of waffles! >.<

*attempted hong kan G-01*

cheers,
-cw-

update

2010-07-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

Can i count today as a good or bad day?
Early morning come college lose money 99. Seriously time too stop with this shit.

Guess the day didn't turn out as bad as it seems.
The first time the BUS arrived right on time! And just as i got in the rain started pouring. Plus i got a place to sit for the whole journey. Glad someone's prayer worked. XD

Man, my phone sucks. =(

money, i need you!

2010-07-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

my com have no chinese star.
i cannot write chinese!
=(
looks like my chinese is gonna continue rotting.

i wanna save money. End up i spent my night playing pool. @.@

ok. This time i really wanna save money. So i planned to starve in the morning.
End up i lost some freaking money poker-ing.

I guess i suck at saving money. God help me. I seriously gotta stop gambling. My luck seriously suck. Thats just me.
G-01 = pm16 a.k.a. casino-in-the-making.
Gosh. Have to control the urge man.

Guess nothing is perfect. Things don't always happen the way you want it to be. So get real and wake up.

-cw-

2010-07-17T08:30:00.001-07:00

wtf
i wasted my whole night playing poker.
God.
im blaming the dealer for suggesting it!
=(

slow and steady.

2010-07-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

Guess i'm already addicted to jogging. I really was feeling very uneasy this evening in college after missing my usual hour of jogging.
Gosh. Its like i cant sit still. Fresh air, yea thats what i need.
And it have been more than 3weeks since i started jogging and weight doesn't seem to decrease? instead it seems like im getting heavier! wtf =.=

Stayed back today for ermm..environmental club. Alright it was seriously lame i tell you. Every time I go for the meeting I always ask myself why am i even here? Gosh man.
Then stayed back till 6 to 'study'. And that don't work for me. I slept and facebook more than anything and i barely got pass the 2nd page of chem.

Old times huh. I guess all of us really miss it. Going through all the old photos really makes me feel sad. Guess people change through time.
Things were really simple back then.
sweet memories.

TONIGHT:
semi-final "holland vs uruguay"
I seriously wanna watch it tonight. 2.30a.m.
I have class 2moro morning though but who cares, its world cup man. It will be another 4years till i get too watch another semi-final again.
So anyone who read this, remember to call me at 2.30a.m. till i get up ya. I promise I will try my best not to close your phone. =)

Anxin's day.

2010-06-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

June 23rd
happens to be this asshole's birthday. Alright. How long have we known each other? hmmm...lets see...2 years plus more or less. Your first impression on me: 'some retarded guy'. (see i told you he was an asshole), you rmb?
And this guy happens to be my best friend now.
I just wanna say thanks for helping me through my studies. I appreciate it.
How i wish i had a part of your brain.

I guess your birthday today wasn't the best. Guess we suck at planning ya. Nvr have changed.
But glad you came.
Friends come and go. But great friends stay on for a long time and tends never to let go.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! again. Enjoy the remaining half hour of your bday.

-cw-

2010-06-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures to feed all of you. Here it is (:

act cute pictures :D

TATA!! (:

Sleep?

2010-06-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

slept at 5am.
Woke up at 7am.
Played badminton till 11.30
And yet im here right now.
I should be sleeping and im not even tired.
How?

bye bye my sweet little holidays.

2010-06-15T21:18:00.000-07:00

My holiday is freaking ruined.
2 weeks holiday byebye just like that.
All thanks to my maid who happens to decide to go back during my holiday.
And guess when shes coming back? On the 27th. Goddamn her.
Now i have to take care of gramps for the whole holiday. Plus he is not those grateful normal kind of grandparents that one would normally expect. His just a freaking pain in the ass.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not a damn bit filial. I'm just doing this cos im force to and have no choice.
During college i can't go out cos i have exams, now i cant go out cos i have to take care of gramps.
So when the fuck can i get out?

What a holiday. That's life so accept it. Yea. I accept it but it fucking sucks.

I really wish that i could go back to college now. At least wouldn't be so boring.

(i'm sorry if i offended anyone. it was abit rude but i just had to get it out.)

-cw-

what now?

2010-06-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

My heart is pounding.
Gosh.

holidays! O.O

2010-06-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

ok. screw this. I spent a whole hour editing this cbox shit. It sucks so bear with it. I dont like it either. Blogspot con me ok. =.=

I really am not in the blogging mood now but what the hell..might as well talk some crap.

Well. Sem1 exam is finally over. Really wasnt as bad as i thought and i barely studied. Compare to Jan intake..looks like March's sem1 is just a piece of cake? Ok...i btr not fail then...
I even learnt to hack a foosball machine. Free foosball from now on. hehe. And that cost us our physics study session. =) no regrets kay.

Our father joe is finally leaving us. Aiks father....We will miss u ya! Remember come meet us up when you have time.

Btw finally got to go to the redbox that i was longing for. I dint know the girls would get this high man. And all the songs they sang were like emo songs! Really its not like we were on our last day of college. Man..it really felt like last year..same emotions running.

Looks like everyone got back to hometown. And im stuck back here at PJ. I need a vacation man.
T.T

Enjoy your holidays ppl. its 2 weeks you know...2 weeks..
I took the trouble to upload this picha. thank me! XD 'all hail our father'

ok. 2weeks holiday resolution:
-EXERCISE! (i need MOTIVATION!)
-study a little little bit laa...
-and dont rot at home.

Alright. Thats it guys.
Happy nite. =)
-toodles- (im not gay. David taught me this)

-cw-

lazy

2010-06-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

another day wasted.
never study.
very good.
4 days till sem1 exam.

sucks. why so lazy?

I just duno what to put for title. swt

2010-05-30T05:59:00.001-07:00

Saturday was an awful day. Spending the whole day at home rotting is not a good thing. ok. I tried studying but you see..nothing went in. Looking at the damn books for a whole day..staring at it and daydreaming. God. I just cant bear sitting at home a whole day man! =.=

Today wasnt half bad though. At least i did stuff more meaningful than just studying. Had a great badminton session today. In your face man leong ANXIN! this is what we call karma. Zat summore la. XD

College again tomorrow. Cant wait. At least im not lifeless at home.
Math revision havent finish.
Lets see what my dear Ms. Tan Bee Hong gonna do to me again.

ciao.
-cw-

happenings.

2010-05-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

Lee Dewyze is officially the 9th idol! woo~ his awesome. His just 1 of a kind. We will be seeing more of him no doubt. yea. -beautiful day-

Class just moved to G-02 thanks to our father joe. Dont get me wrong. Im not blaming you for the change of class. It was a good thing anyway. Although first impression the class was kinda puny and yong sui but still it was much better than expected. Plus! the cafeteria is right beside us. No more long runs 4 blocks down just to get coffee. You rock wei father! XD
Anyway hope ur injury get well soon. Take care father. lol

*blehx* >.<

Just had my bio test. And it sucks. Never trust Mr. David's word anymore.
"Don't worry. The test is soooooooooooooooooo easy."
and look what i got. "56" I wonder what i would have got if he said it was hard.
Haih. SEM exam coming up in 1WEEK! and yet i haven started ANYTHING! This is so like chee weng. Like always. Last minute rocket study. It wont work in college man.
i REALLY need to start studying! aikss.

sailormoon! #woosh#

I know you really have been having a hard time recently.
Look at my blog name on top. ^^^^^
Smile! cheer up. everything will be ok. =)

-cw-

a kinda small gathering.

2010-05-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

The month of may. Seems like every1 is having their birthday this month. Haven stop wishing ppl this few days.
Well, i did not start the day GOOD! Getting up at 6.30AM on a SATURDAY is really bad! its 1 of the 2days in a week whr i get to slp in and i gotta get up so freaking early for the driving lesson. ok, that was still ok. I need the lessons la... i give face to the instructor. I waited till 7.15...still haven come. call him dont want pick up. Darn assh*le ffk me. Afternoon still got guts call me tell me Sunday morning 7am go for lesson. WTF! Tak boleh tidur again! CLB! I was very diplomatic though telling him its ok but inside " f*ck you".

As we all know, S5 is always famous for its last minute planning. A wonder the plan work out today. The plan only finalize in the afternoon and we manage pull 9 ppl to come. Awesome. Present also last minute buy. 2nd time bought a present from 'I need House'.
Btw, I paid 20BUCKS for a damn white chicken rice for dinner. =.= plus the chicken rice outside my house tasted a million times better and cheaper.
Anyway it was nice meeting back my old buddies xingkun. recently very smart d. Must be the lack of girls at his college. Yy and ss also. Looks like their doin good. We really had a good crap session today.
CCC looks like his having the time of his life at TARC. As for yen. Barely talk to her today but still wish you luck in college la.

nites,
-cw-

'awesome' day!

2010-05-18T07:00:00.000-07:00

im feeling really tired and lazy now and yet im over here blogging. What a miracle..2 post in 2days wei.

today another of my heng dai's bday! HAPPY LEGAL DAY SS!
Rmb always used to talk crap with you in class. The daib days man..Anyway enjoy form 6. Will come back and visit you when i have the time. XD

SS! (im bald man. swt)

Well, what a day. When things start going bad, it usually is 3times worst than what u expected.
Finally we decided to carry out Joe's Law 'SC' for the first time. It felt good wei...until the first call came telling us teacher was furious for our absent. Ok..it was probably a prank la we thought...then 2nd call from popo telling us the same thing..hmmm...after the 4th call we were like WTF. first time only wei..teacher need so ganas meh. David was already shitting bricks by that time like wanna whack ppl d.
Lets see how she makan us 2moro. God have mercy.

Thats not bad enough. Everytime when wanna play badminton without fail the rain will pour like duno how many years haven rain b4. The sky really ♥ us man.
End up 5pm only reach the court. And it was damn full with ppl. Got through all this trouble just to play 20mins of badminton. awesome.
+ i got home at 8pm.
what a day laa..

And i know sem 1 exam are just around the corner and yet i cant get myself to sit tight and study. Sure have damn lot of distraction like what im doin now. Gotta control man if not die liao especially in my physics. aiyorrrr!!!!!

i'm so lazy! lazy! lazy!

exhausted la..

good night ppl.

we need a 'good night' gesture.

-cw-

update.

2010-05-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

Been awhile since i last blog. Well really blog. Ok...recently i dont have any inspiration to blog.

First i would really like to wish my math lecturer a

SUPER DUPER HAPPY >18 BIRTHDAY!

birthday girl so cute wei.

Shes the best and most awesome teacher that i have ever met. Without fail everyday she will surely call me out...ask me if im sleeping or come tease me. Cant help la..i know im cute. (XD)
Anyway hope you have a great day!

*happy birthday from pm16*

Recently i've got lots of new names. And it all started with PATRICK. (i really look like starfish meh??) then become patpat....after that fatrick(swt). And riya likes to call me chee WANG!

look alike meh? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>^^^

But still compare to my gay friend David..its nothing. He approximately have 1 new nickname every 2 days..too many i lost count what are they. kesian him la always kena bully by popo. or is it like what ms. tan says 'lovers starts from enemies'? hmmm

gayvid. XD

Tell you few days back i heard from a friend from pm17, he told me bout his class and about the problems happening. At that time i really thought pm16 was really awesome. What more could i ask for? As day by day passes i feel more and more at home at pm16. I dno bout the others but im sure college life for me for the next year is gonna be a fun ride.

my inspiration. swt..only photo i have of you la...

btw i got the inspiration to write this from my sailormoon fren. She btr be writing her post now too.

Oh yea..ok...i realised i SUCK at directions. A 10mins drive turned out to be a 45mins drive. From subang go pj i can direct go to shah alam tim =.= after that have to go back taylors somemore. SORRY voon&huey! next time belanja u teh tarik k?

signing off,
-cw-

2010-05-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

Damn you.

Im freaking stress!

SCREW IT!

2010-05-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

OLA

TATA

crazy 16.

2010-05-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

I gotta say i feel lucky and 'gay' that im in pm16.

Its a crazy class and i ♥ it.

The craziness totally covered all the stress i have. I seriously nvr regreted coming here.

stress

2010-04-23T05:53:00.001-07:00

I have 3 test next week and im not ready. =)
Looks like im gonna fail each and every1 of them.
Great.

College life is freaking stressful especially if you are in a class full of geniuses.
They make things look so easy. How i wish i got their brain for at least 1 day.
Just imagine you have 20 'super' Leong Anxin in your class. Yea. Thats how super these people are.

dieing off.
-cw-

i wish time walk backwards.

2010-04-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

1 word to describe my trip.
'UNBELIEVABLE'
yea. I really had a great time with you all.
I never expected it to be this fun and memorable but it was really really much better than i expected.

Why does time have to pass so fast. 3days just pass just like that. How i wish i could stay there forever. Really you guys really made me realise how much i miss highschool.
We are crazy..and i ♥ it.

Im really gonna miss you guys...especially my daijie. I dno went i will be seeing you again since you are gonna start coll soon. So you really gotta take care and dont forget ur daid!
I dont know when the next gathering is gonna be or the next trip but i will never forget my BFF. BFF comes only few times in a lifetime and i will make sure i will hold on tight to you all and never let go.

I ♥ YOU GUYS

-cw-

moving on in life

2010-04-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

ppl tells me that college is torturing..and high school was way btr(well true in some ways) but its 2weeks since college start and to tell you im kinda having fun. Maybe because my classmate are great. They are really friendly and fun. something i nvr expected.
PM 16 is awesome do you guys agree? =)

I♥PM16, i miss s5. =)

Well i will enjoy the present but will nvr forget the past.

btw, clash of the titans trailer was awesome, the show wasn't.
Nvr trust a trailer.

-cw-

tired

2010-04-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

im tired. im lazy. and im lazy thats why im tired!
You know i dont normally do assignments especially MATHS since form 4 and guess what..i started trying my best to finish each and every1 of the math question. This is not hardworking i tell you its juz not wanting to be the only person not doing their work in class. That would suck.
2nd week of college. not as bad as i thought though. Still bearable.
Yea...life is getting more and more hectic.

Ok gonna start my hw now. Looks like i wont get to slp early again. Great.
My eyes can barely open. =)

-cw-

2010-04-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

Well,guess what? My college computer system has just banned us from logging into facebook. GAHH, that's great. two thumbs up!

wink wink!* (; (;

Looking back those pictures we had taken last year, good and bad memories. Everything was really memorable. Since the first day of college, life is getting hectic compared to our high school life. But at least i am getting used to it. Everything is way better than i thought. (:

A new bunch of friends

a totally new environment.

It's pretty awesome.

But somehow i still miss my high school life. I miss every moment that we spent together. Fraser hills,all the outings etc. Life still has to go on. They are irreplaceable. <3

I still love you,

mummy!

first day.

2010-03-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

ok. lets see..college finally started and its the 2nd day. Shit. Its even more tiring than ns and i have a headache now. =(
The teacher caught me sleeping on the first day somemore. O.O
Well actually to say the the teachers aint that bad...i guess for now..
and the thing that amaze me. The whole class and i mean the WHOLE class manage to go out for lunch together. Kinda awesome i guess since its only the 2nd day.

Anyway freaking tired today especially since i spend 1hour+ in bus.WTF Thats how i got my headache. and i haven finish my chem hw. Its only 2nd day man and im lost in it. Aikss...

so ciao man...dont have the mood to do anything.

-cw-

update

2010-03-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Just reformatted com. I spent 4hrs reinstalling programmes and im still doing it. Damn. This suck man. Dumb com, ur just 1yr old.
Anyway first time went qing ming in..lets see...10years? Yeap. Around thr. I only got 1 comment. It was goddamn hot i tell you.

Starting college next week. Well i guess my boredom is gonna turn into serious stress real soon. So its time to slack while i still can. =)
Anyway. signing off early. Gotta continue handling my darn com.

btw. im still in the mood 4 owl city!

random pic of the day.

"will you be my love?" o.O

-cw-

OWL CITY

2010-03-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

I recently got freaking addicted to OWL CITY! wow their songs are damn addictive i tell ya. The most unique songs I ever heard man and no..its not only fireflies.

2010-03-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

you know wad.

When i was in NS i seriously miss home and wanna come back.

Well now im back home and i really wanna go out and live on my own.

Shitty live man. what the hell is wrong. urghh.

Should have gone to stay at a college hostel, was really never close to my family anyway.

thats life.

2010-03-11T19:15:00.000-08:00

NS finally ended...yea..what a relieved i had to say that i got release from that place..well that was what i thought in the beggining. But seriously no matter how much i hate that place when im back home i realise i kinda miss it. Miss the adrenaline...miss the fun..and most of all miss my friends...
you guys really etch a scar in my head. Really had fun with you guys. Ham gang was awesome. The crap we talk about made me really happy. I miss my mango, crab and every1. Without you guys i wonder how i would really go through NS. I realise i only treasure stuff when things have past. And Edward sm really sorry i dint help you when you needed help the most. SORRY!!

Juz got my result yesterday. Its not bad. 10As but i dun feel excited or anything. Maybe cos every1 getting damn high results that i feel juz normal. Yea its just normal.
And our gathering after that..tell you i was really dissapointed. why is s5 not together. And its getting worst. some goes redbox then some goes pool. wtf man. You call this a gathering? When i saw the whole s2 gang together..i was asking myself..what happen to us??
Well barely 3months and looks like our s5 gang is starting to break up. Sad thing i guess.
And i gotta a feeling the next gathering will really be in a long long time.

Well. Thats LIFE man.

2010-02-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

been thinking alot...seldom blog bout this kind of stuff..well just had to get it out of my mind so gotta just spit it out here. im just not sure what to do. Maybe i just shuldn't do anything and keep it just as it is.
aikss...sucks...hate this kind of feeling. It keeps bugging me.
Suddenlly really looking forward going back to NS. Gotta say NS really is morphine to your problems. Yea going back 2moro for the last 3weeks staying thr. Its gonna be my 3weeks escape from the outside world. Gonna think things through throughout this time. Hope I can figure it out what to do.
so...
goodbye world and hello NS!!

=)

and to jiaer wont be seeing you for a long long time so you btr dream of me in argentina ya!

-cw-

a day.

2010-02-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

went out with ex-s5 classmates today. Was quite a big gathering with 15ppl considering our pass outing had much less. though half of them i had not went out with b4.
Well anxin changed. At least his hair did. Tell you its quite lala lo. As did voon and the rest. All also like never cut hair before. okayy mayb cos i have no hair.
Nothing much else changed actually. SS still same old same old and saw jiaer today. Looks like its gonna be the last time seeing you b4 you go to Argentina. Another craptalker buddy going off. Aiks...so Good Luck in life 2 you ya and see you in a year man.
During lunch 2day spend most of my time talking to my daughter. Was fun spending time with you ya. And how you know bout it i still dno...i wonder which is really better...i really wonder...

i want alot of question to be answered.

-cw-

Memories...

2010-02-15T23:43:00.000-08:00

alright. im right here now thinking how you guys are doing. Yea I really miss you guys. Miss our outings miss our silly talks and our form 5 moments. Form 5 was really 1 of the best year of my life, getting to know you guys.
During my time in NS I really learnt to treasure you guys.

leong ANXIN! this is 1 guy that kept close contact with me. sounds gay man..
his a sucker man but still a great friend always sending crap msgs to me and calling me 2 talk crap. yea that was fun. And seems like every girl in college has join 'the anxin a.k.a. RAIN fans club'. hoho great success.

zhihuey♥daughter. Yea my tiny daughter. I really thought i was gonna lose contact with her in the last few weeks. Well things are getting better again. A very ganas and cute girl. Also in college now so all the best in it and dont 4get dis cute mummy here a!

KahYen♥DaiJie. My daib jie! hehe.Miss you alot lo. Everytime outing you cant make it. Miss ur daibness. Miss our daib talks in class and the sms we had b4 exam and also during my hard times you calm me down. so THANKS haha i really mean it. I know you busy nowadays working as teacher assistant worr. but promise you will come during our next gathering ya!

CCC*kai dai* my brother who teman me during exams. The time we spent together especially during exams i will never forget man. We played dota 4 almost de whole day man during SPM. Woohoo! SPM times and our last minute spot question was so accurate. Awesome man. Hope you do well man.

XianVoon. The lame joker man! miss his lame jokes. And he always ffk me most of the time! Well heard that he is a nerd in college d. Well how nerd can mickey mouse be? =.= and MJ the crap talker who is making big business out thr. Wonder how many girls he pikat d...

and also JiaEr my heng dai who going argentina soon. Always our event planner. Well hope will not lose contact with you man. 1year in argentina. thats a long time man.

and finally to all my scout brothers! I just wanna tell you NS is nothing compare to 9th PJ scout! We march a million times better than them..we oraganise stuff freaking way better than them and we goddamn more fun than them! Really miss scouting. Hope we can have a gathering someday and lets go live in the forest for 1 week! hoho

you guys were awesome!

the gathering 2moro..lets hope it goes well. =)

-cw-

NS break finally arrive man!

2010-02-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

its been 6weeks man..6 tiresome weeks and im finally back! back 2 my home sweet home.
Yeah. No more getting up at 5am man.
No more hearing the jurulatih nagging.
No more listening 2 the surau singing.
AND no MALAYS 4 1week man!
wow...
ppl tell me NS would be awesome after the first week. But wth man they juz talk talk talk and TALK. God the trainers are long-winded like some old grandmother's ass. we dint even get 2 play with water yet and lets not get 2 the community service yet cos it sucks man.
okay. The food. What do they serve us? smelly egg...vege with worms...fish with hardrock skin with disgusting sauce. wtf man and they force us 2 eat it.
Seriously NS let me down man..

though thr are stuff that are worth saying.

I lost 5kg. woohoo! wad a great success man!
independent...abit la at least..
found many new friends.
Malay girls are not bad i tell you..seriousl
but malays still ****!

But still ntg btr than home sweet home man. yea its the best.
After this I have 3weeks more 2 go. Still hoping that it will get better.
And finally I miss all of you. I miss the moments we spent 2gether. Our s5 moments man. They are priceless. No one can replace you all. I learnt that from NS.
Make sure there is a gathering 4 our gang this week no matter what man. Cant wait 2 see ur faces.
You guys are the best! I love you guys!

after... before...

-cheeweng-

NS!

2009-12-25T21:53:00.000-08:00

ok. its been awhile since my last post. lets nt kill dis blog ok. This could be my last post for the next 3months. i will be gone 4 ns and man i cant wait 4 it!
i really cant stay pointless at home man so let this ns be an escape..hope this 3 months will be awesome.
BUT i will SERIOUSLY miss you guys man! seriously crazily freaking miss all of you for dis 3 months.
ok lets see.............

7
days to ns.

SPM WOOHOO!

2009-11-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

ok...its been a while since my last post...haha no worries i will make sure the blog does not die..at least not so fast...

woohoo its spm! lol it started bout 2days ago. Yea man its spm time and im still blogging wad awesomeness...hehe. Spm seriously no stress la..some ppl shuld juz chill abit la..and now since bm and sj YEA SEJARAH is over thr is seriously not even a little stress in me!

EST 2day i was even sleeping during exam..its spm 4 heaven sake! what the hell is my problem man!

SPM a! stress abit la ppl...dun treat it as shit la. Give it some respect la. lol good luck people!
nites...

-cw-

realisation

2009-10-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

I realize things are not always as it seems. yea. nvr see things that are skin deep. I guess every1 has their problems...its just a matter of how u face it...and we shuld be more optimistic..it helps...

well...i had gotten up late dis few days...set 2 alarm clocks and i dun even rmb any 1 of them ringing...damn...y am i so freaking exhausted...

planned 2 studied 2day(dats de main point i stayed back in school 2day) and you could have just guess we barely studied...went to taman jaya and show our daibness..that was just sooo cool! >.<
at least i manage 2 knock some light into ya in the end. Feel so proud.hehe light god ma! =.=

btw...i feel much btr after releasing some of my problems to you. Thx 4 listening. I really appreciate it. =)

-cw-

dieing soon..

2009-10-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

wtf. i think im gonna die. Shit. whats wrong with my right ear. goddamn shitty. and im having a headache now. dang.
IM GONNA DIE!
Save me please....

30..erm...sumting days till spm....and what have i been doing??? sleeping man. wtf
next time u c me pls scare me bout spm...i seriously dun wanna fail man...

i dun really feel really good rite now seriously...haih..
lets not think bout those sad stuff ok?

ok lets be happy...i guess..

look at mj..

im so cute! XD

cool..its midnight...
tata guys and girls...muacks..

keep the faith.

2009-10-12T08:30:00.001-07:00

i am so happyyy!

you know why?

cause i studied for four hours man.

then i played for the whole day.

hahaha.

i hate 9.

i hate bowling.

it's stupid,

seriously.

it was 0nce hard for me.

but now?

i dont think so.

you can do it,

so do i.

keep the faith.

and everything will goes in your way.

tired.

2009-10-10T05:52:00.001-07:00

slept kinda late these days.

slept at four yesterday.

was on the phone with a stupid fellow.

no doubt.

he is retarded.

LOL.

cause he said that he looks like lee hom.

well,

let's see the difference.

it's better for me to remain silent i guess.

you are a talented writer?

LOL.

stop dreaming man.

AHHHHHHHHH!

i am really tired.

although i rest almost the whole day.

fine.

i gotta deal with it though.

it's enough.(:

bad day. =/

2009-10-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

here i am.

LOL.

slept around six in the morning.

i know it's stupid.

but i just couldnt fall asleep.

having bad flu during that moment.

and guess what?

daddy is gonna give birth soon.

lol.

10th october.

which means tomorrow.

i will be visiting him.

well,

i know he is retarded.

but he is still my DADDY right?

as you all know,

i am obedient.(;

so,

i have to pay him a visit.

weeheee. XD

PS.i will always miss the moment that we spent together. <3

Its My Life

2009-10-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

ok...heres our red box outing...first of all i feel damn sorry 4 jia er...so SORRY jia er for forcing you 2 organise this bt thx alot cos we had fun. XD
We were literally shouting and dat was awesome. Its a way 2 relieve stress.
And Huey i know u r an awesome singer.

ok im seriously out of words...so here are some pichas.

videos will be uploaded later...im damn lazy now. Till next time.
ciao, muacks

btw next time we should all get high together. dat did b awesome.

-cheeweng-

strong ionic bonds

2009-10-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

when i first enter 4s5 last year....it was like a nightmare...not a single fren....and heard ppl calling me sh.. o.O

well...its 1 and a half years later...and i din expect us 2 b dis close. Yea..we s5 gang has really grown damn close. From strangers to brothers sisters husband and daughter! wow. i really love u all man.

graduation day...haih...thinking bout it makes me sad..all the time we had 2gether..the short times...i will really miss it. yea...i guess i will really cry during dat day...

our daib moments...

Dai Jie! and daughter!

bbq at anxin's place

thx guys 4 coming..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CCC MY DIDI! >.<

and to 2day's birthday boy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YY!

yea...i hope our bonds last forever.

Btw...physics paper ! suck man. deng. pn.sim u really wanna give us a challenge isit? lol
gone den gone d la...next monday bio. good luck man..u will need it.

and lets play more basketball shall we since we only have less den a month left. Lets cherish it while we still can. owh and you promise me that you will show me ur dance! XD awesome possum

ciao.

-cheeweng-

promise.

2009-09-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

was on the phone with daddy yesterday.

OMG.

he told me about lots of stuffs.

i couldnt believe everything.

haha.

what he did.

unbelievable.

i told him about my stuffs.

he keep laughing at me.

and he told me that mummy snore like a dinosour.

he cant fall asleep because of that.

POOR thing.

well,

we have the same opinion about them.

hahaha.

at least someone agreed about what i said

FINALLY.

he called me up when i am bored last saturday.

i have such a good daddy and mummy right?

hahahaha.

they rocks! (;

PS.everything is different now,so do I.

promise? (:

happy birthday.(:

2009-09-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

i love my mummy.<33

yea,

you are cute

stupiddd.

LOL.

although sometimes i bully you,

but you will never get angry about it.

i will always remember the moments we get along.

yea,

that's what friends for.

i will try not to bully you that much.

hahaha.

thanks for everythingg.

i hoped you will enjoy your day.

happy birthday!(:

hugs.(:

PS.i love my mother, mwahs. <333

zhihuey.

stupidddd.

2009-09-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

you know what i want,

always.

PS.we can,seriously.

using.

2009-08-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

enjoyment of occupying.

PS. i did everything is just because of you.

what a day.

2009-08-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

lol. like i studied.
dota-ing whole day.
regreted man.
haih.
promise will start study 2moro.
awesome!

cheeweng

i love my girls.(:

2009-08-24T07:53:00.001-07:00

here i am again.

for your information,

i am in jaysze's house now.

yeah,

we did study.

and i studied a little bit of history.

we crap a lot.

and cam whore.

that's all for today.

PS. i love my girls.

zhihuey.

i love my mummy. <33

2009-08-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

i am here to update again.

went to school as usual today.

yen didnt come to school.

but luckily mummy accompanied me.(:

thanks for playing with me for the whole day,

and dihukum oleh pn.phang.

haha.

i love my mummy.<3

lots of love,

zhihuey

I <3 PN. PHANG!!!

2009-08-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

Just as i said, pn. phang i love you! Yes! juz keep continue zating me, and kutuk me whenever u can....fine~!

I know u have fun zating me and so i tell you I love IT! Come on. You are now officially my fav teacher! muacks <3

and THANK me huey 4 not letting u stand out in front! You owe me!

Damn, now i realise wads the difference. 5S5 and 5S3.
Extra class 2day they occupy 3 full tables and what about us? Juz dat 1 + table of people. Thats really sad man...come on its spm man...cant we juz think bout it for god's sake. We gotta chg man...we really gotta....

had another failed study group 2day. lets see....we studied 4 bout...hmmm...10mins? Then we started cam-retarding like always.

haha..i promised you not to put de damn retard 1 and i kept my promise!

pray 2 god. Amen.

ok. Holidays 1 week. I made up my mind. Gonna b a nerd 4 1 week. Yes! You heard me! lets study man!

-cheeweng-

(:

2009-08-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

EST

2009-08-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

LLL suck. She suck and dat makes est suck.
Why did i even bother taking dat subject.
Its pointless and worthless. Damn it.
Fine wats done is done den.

At least i get 2 study bio...in the library again...

-cheeweng-

To hell with LLL.

stupiddd.

2009-08-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

it took me one hour to upload

and

move these pictures.

stupiddd.

wasted my time.

i rather study.

haha.

yeah,

i am going to study soon.

trust me.

PS.not talking to strangers.(:

zhihuey.

pictures of our study group.(:

2009-08-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

well,we stayed back today to study actually.

and we did study a little bit i guess.

but

ended up we camwhore.

no doubt.

that's what we always do right?

let the pictures do the talking.(:

THE END

pictures of 5s5 guys.

2009-08-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

-Aren't we cute?-

draw a line.

2009-08-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

mummy wants me to update his blog,

so here i am again.

i hate this feeling right now,

cause i never felt like this before.

i should draw a line i guess.

then

everything will stop and end right now.

PS.為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過 ?

what's the feeling of getting rejected by someone you love?

2009-08-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

well,that's what my mummy asked me last thursday.

and yeah,

i answered him.

it's really a stupid question.

but still,

i am curious about it.
i mean about everything.

hahaha!

i know you regreted.

regret that you didnt take the first move right?

lol.

it's okay,

everything will be fine.

i will always support my mummyy.

lots of love,

zhihuey.

MJ on drugs.

2009-08-16T04:52:00.001-07:00

The day MJ bcame a nerd.
Looks exactly like a retard scholar...

! post =)

2009-08-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

This is my first official post of the year. Since i gt motivated by my guai lui to cre8 a blog so here it is.

This post is SPECIALLY for my lui lui.

HOT AND SEXY!

oh.....and to my stupid mother!

*MUACKS*

-cheeweng-

(:

2009-08-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

do you remember these moments? (:

alright guys,

this will be my first post i guess.

since mummy is so lazy to update,

so i am here to update.(:

i promised daddy to respect both of you from today onwards.

so here it goes.

daddy said when he first saw you,

he was wondering why such a

so called down syndrome,retarded fellow was sitting beside him.

haha.

that was his first impression.

but no worries,

you are always my good mother,

always do.

i know that i always bully you in the school,

but you just wont get angry all the time.

haha.

what a caring mother that i have right?

AWESOMEEEE!

that's what i can say and describe.

well, i seriously do love 5s5 now.

your lovely daughter,

zhihuey.(: